I have gotten heavy over the years and such our intimacy has diminished
to nothing. So he says he feels like he wants to maybe explore what
could have been with her or anyone cutie that looks at him and says hi.
Your husband is a real JERK. I hope you left him. He openly admits that he wants to “explore”.
If he is bored and needs someone to talk to why doesn’t he talk to you? That’s just another
excuse so he can “explore”. I think you should continue on with your plan to stay healthy,
and get back in shape, and when you get back in shape tell him that you would like to “explore” as well. JERK